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I left mostly because of fetish, and I am thinking about removing ALL of my werewolf art, because apparently it is just as bad as fat,vore,fart, diaper,inflation,foot,etc. I guess werewolf-ism is a fetish and I was one of them the entire time;or at least that's how it feels. :( I just can't stand feeling like I AM ONE OF THEM WHEN I'M NOT. I came to DA to find people like me who appreciate my art for their messages and emotion, not to be treated as fetish artist. So many fetish fans... :(  I wanted to feel like I belonged to a great community, but this community is far from great. I'm sorry , but this is how it is.  It hurts to see my art right next to fat, foot, fart, vore, inflation etc. I feel more alone on DA than other less popular websites. Fetish is the reason why I stopped drawing werewolves...Werewolf art is what attracted the fetish fans in the firsts place.

The other issues as explained in my last journal about  DA's problems (I'm Done With DA) is DA staff cannot keep up with all of the trolls/hackers/scum, and it is getting out of hand. The rabid fans are everywhere submitting art of the same subject rapidly. Examples of these fandoms are the following: MLP FIM (now don't get me wrong, it is a good show, but it is way to big of a fandom to be enjoyable.) and Five Night at Freddy's. It's great to support a fandom, but there is also a limit before it becomes annoying. There seems to be more and more fetish art as time passes by. Fetish art is actually considered "porn", but I do know there are a few out there that just like the concept and don't see a fetish as a "fetish" at all. I was looking for people like me, but I found NO ONE. I have noting against the people, but I do for their fetishes. I am incapable of feeling hatred toward any human being/animal. The truth is DA has become WAY to big to be enjoyable for me, and I just want out of it now.

I love you guys and I wish the best for ALL of you, but I no longer wish to be apart of a community too big for it's britches. 

Note: I will briefly come back in about a year to see if I want to change my mind. (I probably won't return until all the fetish fans unwatch me due to inactivity, I don't know)
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  • Reading: NOTHING (for now)
  • Watching: The Simpsons
  • Playing: NOTHING
  • Eating: NOTHING
  • Drinking: tea

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Trainboy48 Featured By Owner Edited Jan 15, 2016  Student Artist
Farewell.
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BloodySimpsonChibi Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2016
Can you start going back to No Homers so we can keep in touch?
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Japari-Cafe-Arts Featured By Owner Edited Jan 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I just popped in randomly and I noticed this. If it's okay, you can note me your pixiv account since I post my Kemono Friends work there often.
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fg2553 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2015
Your Lisa drawings are so cute I love the Simpsons
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Harejules Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2015
Thanks for the fav! 
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cyngawolf Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2015  Student Digital Artist
No Problem! :)
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Harejules Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2015
BTW.

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Japari-Cafe-Arts Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Alright, the same way Jess did, it's best I speak out the truth to you as well (I'm not very good with speaking so if anything is brief, sorry)

I never hated you either. It was just that one time where you posted that image with my super old drawing of my Toodee-based character "Ann" (I called her "rip-off" back then because I didn't even know what to say, but she's just based off of her) from my old account that made me hold a small grudge for a bit. I didn't hold the grudge for long though. After that "Troll Shipping" person showed up, I saw your comment and the mention of your syndrome and made me remember I had it as well (I kinda have a short term memory but at the moment I noticed I had that awful syndrome) and it reminded me of how many people I've seen using their autism as excuses (Like that Alex girl who shipped herself with many cartoon males, either older, younger or ageless). After Katie pushed the limit and called the people on her "NOT ALLOWED" list "down-right born criminals", I made the rant that I kinda believe was a bit harsh when I wrote the script, but I was hoping that she would take into account what I said. I decided to talk about you a small bit just to say asperger's isn't the best excuse. Tons of autistic artists use theirs as an excuse if they do something bad or something. If I do something bad I just pull the blame on myself. In actuality, I think aspergers is something good since it'll help you become the person you are right now, but once you're into something, it's hard to pull back.

After Katie found the rant, I knew she wasn't gonna take my harsh criticism that well. I wrote a journal in response before I made the video private, but she never saw it since my watchers most likely don't want to be involved in any problems. A little while after the video went private, I aimlessly came onto your page and saw your answer to Katie's comment sending you the rant video, and I was surprised you weren't shaken by what I said. When writing the script, I was just thinking you had a werewolf fetish, but after I saw you make the "My art's not a fetish stamp" I immediately took back my words and just took it in as a simple interest you have (I actually really like your Treehouse of Terror idea for werewolf Lisa). After I read it thoroughly, I realized that you're trying to help Katie improve, since she's sensitive, which is understandable. She's turning 21 soon, so she'll need to start getting some help from close friends. If I were her, I'd probably by a few art books and study anatomy from there. As for her behavior, if she's having problems, she can probably see a counselor since they'll listen to whatever she has to say.

When I went on hiatus, I hopped onto dA while I was still logged off my old account and ended up on your page again to see you went on hiatus as well because of an old drawing you did of Lisa and Tails being uploaded on another website. Trust me, I've felt that pain before because my old MLP art from last summer got posted on derpibooru without my permission, which made me stop drawing MLP art altogether and leaving the fandom. After you returned, I found the comment Jess made and I read them, noticing that you were never really a bad person (You seem really nice actually) and I saw you as one of Katie's true friends since she won't accept help from anybody except close friends. I appreciate that you're helping Katie try to get better with her behavior. True friends never really back down on others and they strive to help each other when they have dire consequences. I used to be friends with that NomSketch girl who spammed you at the time those images about me were up, but in April, she started posting false information about me and I nearly killed myself. She apologized the day after and we went on with our lives, but after a month, she posted another false thing about me and I nearly killed myself again. She's the one who caused me to stop trusting people because she called me "abusive" and "mean" when I didn't do anything wrong.

I came back with my new account a month later, just to get harassed by that nicehedgehog dude again, who ultimately thought I made the rant video out of you and made a series of rant videos out of me and Jess. He was throwing fire at my old Yo Gabba Gabba comments from nearly two years ago. I got fed up with it, wrote the journal and then went back on with my life of ultimate laziness. I was gonna make a rant back at him, but I gave up (I had another in mind for somebody who's an art thief, stalker and pedophile but I'm struggling at information right now) so now I'm busy being stressed out.

I apologize if this was long and didn't make sense, but since Jess told you her part of the story, I thought I'd tell you mine (I find it hard to talk to people but I finally got my strength and did it) since it's been a few months since the rant went private. I would've talked to you on my old account, but with my username changed, I wouldn't think you'd know who I was. I'd appreciate it if we could get along at some point or one way~

That's all. Have a nice day~ Kotori Smile Icon 
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cyngawolf Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2015  Student Digital Artist
(Man I need to reply sooner)

 I am very pleased to finally hear your side of the story. I am glad to know there is no feud between us anymore. I know I have made many mistakes in the past, but back then I was very ignorant, immature, and somewhat arrogant. I'll I knew was people were insulting YYG (which I have no interest in anymore) and my friend had "bullies". I defended something without even thinking about why you two were hating on it so much. I supported a weird ass pedo pairing, which all the drawing have been deleted. I only supported "pledde' under the influence of Katie, I wanted to show her support so she wouldn't feel alone. I do regret making those pictures, but it is done, and I can't dwell on my past. All I can do is learn from it and move one. Probably my biggest mistake was jumping to the conclusion that you "stole my art" (wow that was so ignorant of me to think that), I never thought that maybe you were inspired  by me or at the very least it was just a coincidence. I also have an issues with saying "I have asperger's for every mistake I made. Truthfully 3/4 of the time I said that after I got into a fight with someone because I didn't understand a joke they posted (all misinterpretation). I finally had to post a journal entry along with a signature telling everyone I do not interpret indirect jokes very well. I am very prone to interpreting jokes in a literal stance. I am very sorry about those mistakes and I will do my best to improve myself as a person ( though i have already improved so much within this single year)

I hope you can forgive me for being so ignorant, rude, and immature. 

Just like with Djlancegirl if you can accept that i am staying friends with Katie, I will be more than happy to even be your friend. :)

BTW: I defended you and Djlancegirl when Nicehedgehog(such a hypocritical name)[a.k.a besthedgehogever] bashed you two. I knew you were just stating an opinion and i respect that. There is no reason to hate someone just for having an opinion, fighting gets you nowhere. All fighting dose is make matters worse. That hedgehog f*** still annoys the hell out of me sometimes, but at least now he'll shut up about YGG.

PS: I never really thought you hated me either. I never even reported you. (there was no need to)
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Japari-Cafe-Arts Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm totally okay with you being late with responding. I'm not that impatient with answers~

Back last year, Katie was kinda putting pressure upon me to report Jess. Even though I said no, the pressure still kept going. When I got off deviantART to check other websites such as tumblr and YouTube, she'd spam me with notes asking "Y U NO ANSWER" or "HELLO WHERE U AT". I started to feel fed up with the pressure so I stopped replying to her notes. That's when she started to bother Jess about making ammends with her, which resulted in her sending back a note and Katie blocking the both of us when I never did anything to her.

As for the time I referenced that old Toodee drawing, I never intended to copy it, it was just the pose I wanted to try out (And failed). I also kinda wanted to make an OC that was similar to Toodee but it didn't turn out so great because I usually make an OC and then never draw them again because I get distracted by my main fandoms. I kinda took the images you posted a bit seriously and nearly deleted, but I didn't, I just went into a hiatus for a month so I could recollect myself. I came back for that "itrollship" person to come in and make a journal shipping the two of us and I legit said "what the fuck how did they find out about this" when I was still trying to get over the incident. I tried to keep my mind off of YGG and Katie until Jess sent me a link to Katie's "PEOPLE NOT ALLOWED" list where it quoted everybody as "downright born criminals" and I decided that she needed a bit of help, so I wrote the script for the rant, recorded my painful voice, edited it and uploaded it without intention of hurting her (Some of the things I said might have been hurtful, again, it was all written out in a script so I probably wasn't thinking ahead) and I decided to include both you and Cody in it to see if I could find anything to get the both of you to improve. I probably took that "werewolf fetish" thing a bit seriously because of what I kept finding in your gallery when I was still on my old NuiHarime/LoveColoredIdeology account. Cody, I doubt he can improve at all. Like Jess said, he bribes for roleplays/requests, asked for eshop cards and ships himself with one character from every fandom he's in behind Katie's back. When Katie found the video about 2-3 months after I posted it, I found the journal and she didn't take any of the things I said seriously and I thought "Ugh, her whiteknights are agreeing with her..." and I made it private, knowing she's not gonna accept anything from me or anybody she hates.

I forgive you for your actions from last year. I sometimes take a long time to get over things because I have some long term memories and it's hard to get over specific things. Aaaaand I'm okay with you being friends with Katie. I'm not fussy over who's friends with who (I do have concern over one of my real life friends since she's adding people she's never met over the age of 20 on Facebook) just as long as they hold the same interests and I am interested in wolves because I play Kemono Friends too often :>

(I saw your comment from August on that nicehedgehog's alt account and I told him to not bring you into this but he told me that you should join him but he's not getting anywhere. That's when he made those really annoying rants out of me and Jess where he complained about my hate for YGG which kinda pissed me off. At least I threw out a journal saying I was sick of all the drama and he stopped making the videos. Also even if you reported me back then, dA wouldn't do anything because the only thing they give a shit about nowadays are what's being posted. I've been reported before on my old account, but nothing happened because the people who reported me were either dA noobs or some asshurt MLP fan)
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InsideOutGirlKatie Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Do you know that a user called Hexdisasterous is a man who described me a jerk because of every bad thing Kuu convinced him to believed about me?
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cyngawolf Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2015  Student Digital Artist
No, but just remember people are going to believe what they believe and you have to learn to ignore those who choose to be ignorant. He never tried to get to know you, he just amused you were "bad" based on what he had heard. If he was any good, he would have tried to get to know you first, and then judge based off of what he observed.

I got to know you and I have judged you as a good, but SEVERELY socially struggling person. I am here to help you in the social part of life, which is THE MOST important part of life. All I can tell you to do is ignore him. If he didn't try to get to know you first before passing judgement, then he is no good for you..
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jokerfake Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
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Thanks for the +fav on Marty Mcfly
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HeddaInTheColor4Life Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
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Cassyhattori63 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: on my journal to stop wallpart!
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Cartoon16fan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2015
please read my note cyngawolf I need your help
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InsideOutGirlKatie Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Is still something the matter? You still don't seem to answer any of my simplest questions!
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cyngawolf Featured By Owner Edited Oct 8, 2015  Student Digital Artist
I just do not have a proper answer yet; sorry but, thinking takes time.
You may have to wait a few days for me to think of the right things to say (partly because I am busy with online things along with art).
Please be patient. 
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Cartoon16fan Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015
happy birthday soon Cyngawolf would give you a liama but already gave you one a month ago sorry

anyhow hope you have a great birthday
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InsideOutGirlKatie Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Give ♥ This♥ To ♥ The ♥ Ten ♥ Nicest ♥ People ♥ You ♥ Know ♥ If ♥ You ♥ Get ♥ Six ♥ Back ♥ You ♥ Must ♥ Be ♥ So Perfect~
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LivelovelifeEleni Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
hey! <3 i wanted to send you some nice positive words because we can all use them and random acts of kindness are cool to get but i want to tell you that , heya beautiful stranger<33 You deserve alot of happiness and awesome things and i really wish the best in life for you. you are loved by alot of people and there are s o many who care for you.
thank you for existing and for being yourself. being yourself is a good contribution to the world and i cant thank you enough for being you. i wish you and your loved ones all the best and i hope life is great for you, because there is always hope in everyday and its stuff like the little things or kind words that can help spread positivity and awareness that life isnt so bad after all. keep being you and big big hugs<33 sincerely, leni <333!!!! peace and love and positive energy. you are amazing, i think you are. thanks
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